Monday, December 28, 2009

Chastity: the control of male masturbation and orgasm

I discovered a very nice forum specialized for chastity: the Chastity Mansion. Here a very interesting essay was pointed out: Chastity: the control of male masturbation and orgasm. A must read, especially for women.

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

New Goal: Three Weeks in Chastity

Last weekend I made a new decision: I want to stay locked for three full weeks. It will be more than semi-permanent chastity because I don't want to get it off during the days. Well, for doing sports I'll take it off, but that's all. When I get home, I take a shower and I'll put it back on immediately. I put the tube on last Saturday, but I'll count the three weeks from Monday, Dec. 21, 2009, it'll be simpler like that. So since Monday this is Day 3 and everything is OK. Also, during this period I will only wear female clothes at home with high heels, like a good sissy. After all, that's the name of this blog :) Tomorrow I will prepare a detailed plan and post some photos. My plans for the future is to stay locked for longer periods, even for months. But now this 3-week will be just enough. I must do it this time. I gave up so many times that I can't even count them. Now I'm determined. I also have a holiday for two weeks, starting today, so it's now or never. Wish good luck to me :)

Flash Hypnotic Animations

I found this site by accident: It contains some interesting feminization material. To mention some:

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Questions about Orgasm Denial

If you want to know more about orgasm denial and male chastity, then Elise Sutton's essay on the topic is a must read. Check out her main page too, there are lots of interesting articles.

Friday, November 13, 2009

Back in the Tube

Today I locked myself up again. I will stay in the tube during the weekend.

So as to say something interesting too, you can check out this hentai comics: It is called "Spunky Knight Extreme". I read the original "Spunky Knight" several years ago and this comics is one the best. It includes everything :)

Check out the other bondage comics too.

Friday, October 30, 2009

The Organic Belt

I think everybody knows the site of Altairboy. As he writes:

"When this website was started in October 1996 there was very little information about chastity belts on the internet. Over the years, it evolved in response to the letters, submittals and dreams of people that took time to write. Thousands of people have contributed the material you will find here, making the site grow, and become what some have generously described as a valuable resource to people interested in chastity devices."

The site contains hundreds of reviews and fictional stories. One of my favorite stories is The Organic Belt. This is about a guy who is put into a special panties which turn out to be a shape-shifting chastity belt (if you saw Spiderman 3 then you can imagine it easily). The belt can imitate the form of a penis or the form of a pussy too. It can even function as a butt plug. And the best thing is that it cannot be removed ;) Poor (or rather lucky?) guy... Well, if such a belt existed, I wouldn't hesitate for a second to pull it on.

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Erotic Hypnosis

In this post I want to collect some sites that are related to erotic hypnosis. As I find something, I'll update the list.

Pause (Again)

I have some bad news. Yesterday I got so frustrated that I had to take off the chastity device. It had already happened to me a dozen times. The great enthusiasm lasted for 10 days this time. After freeing myself, I felt completely stupid: "Why did I do that? Why did I want to be a sissy? I'm a man after all, damn it!" I put all my female clothes in a bag and hid them in a corner. Now I'm glad to be a man again, but how long will it last? In a few weeks I'll have a strong urge to lock myself up again and to dress as a sissy. What's wrong with me?

I won't delete this blog because I'd regret that later. I'll keep posting things that I find interesting. When I'm back in chastity, I'll let you know :)

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Sports in Chastity

Tonight I went to the gym. As it turned out, the chastity device didn't cause any inconvenience. Actually I almost forgot that I'm wearing it. To reduce the bulge, I pulled a tight boxer over my pants. After the workout I came home and took shower at home. I didn't want to risk to be discovered.

So I guess any kind of sports can be practiced in chastity. One less reason to ever take it off :)

Monday, October 26, 2009

Week 1 Completed

It's exactly one week that I've been in semi-chastity. I will try to spend more and more time locked up but I don't want to rush. When I feel uncomfortable because of some reason, I'll take it off during the day. However, since Friday night I didn't take it off except for cleaning. That's 3 days in full-time. I will keep it on tomorrow too.

When I'm locked up, my little penis always tries to get erected but it can't. I just wonder when my body will realize that these attempts are completely pointless. When I reach that state it means that the tube won and my tiny cock gave it up...

My goal for the short time is to complete 3 weeks by all means. I read it somewhere that you need 3 weeks to develop a habit (either a good or a bad one). So I expect from myself that having a chastity tube on me will seem normal in two weeks. Let's hope :)

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Chastity Training

Here is a nice audio on chastity training. Direct download in mp3 is here. Listening to it in a loop can be quite efficient to condition your mind for chastity commitment.

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Semi-Permanent Chastity

Let me tell you a bit more about my chastity programme that I call semi-permanent chastity. I already mentioned it shortly in a previous post. To sum it up: I (want to) wear a chastity device every day but not 24 hours a day.

What does it mean? I have already tried to go permanent chastity at least a dozen times but I failed each time. The maximum length was 10 days. The problem was that I tried full-time chastity but I simply was not ready for that. After a failure I put away my CB for months, I didn't even think of it. But after that it came back with a revenge :) I tried again, I failed. The main problem was wearing the tube during the day. I just couldn't concentrate on my work, all my thoughts were around the chastity device. Another thing is the cleaning: whatever I tried, I couldn't completely clean the inside of the tube and it started to look quite disgusting after a few days.

So my idea is the following: I only wear the chastity tube at home when I arrive home from work. In the morning, right before leaving, I take it off. Like that, little by little, I can get used to the tube, and maybe one day I can switch to full-time. I've been doing like this in the last 5 days and I'm OK. I want to continue like this in the future and I plan to wear it every day. This weekend I will leave the cage on for two days, but Monday morning I will take it off.

I think it's much better to wear the device every day (even if it's not 24 hours per day) than wearing it for a week or two and then put it aside for months.

Female Chastity

Although I practice male chastity, I find female chastity very sexy as well. Here is an extract from the cartoon "This is my Chastity Belt".

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Does anyone know something about the "clit squeezer" shown in this cartoon? I've never seen it before. Does it exist for these belts or is it just a fantasy of the author? It looks awesome! [tip]

Hair Removal

Tonight I went one step further to become a good sissy. I removed my pubic hair and the hair around my anus. For the pubic area I used an epilator, while my boypussy was simply shaved. It feels so good to be smooth like a baby. I plan to repeat this treatment every weekend.

The epilator I bought is a Braun Silk-epil SoftPerfection 3170. It hurts for the very first time, but I had already used it before, so now it was not that bad. But hey, for the beauty we have to suffer ;) If you want more details on hair removal, you can refer to this excellent hair removal guide.

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Chastity Hypnosis

If you want to wear a chastity tube (or if you are already a proud wearer), listen to the following mp3. Several times. Each day... :)

You can also download the audio file and put it on your mp3 player. [tip]

Male Chastity

This blog serves for two purposes: first, I want to share my ideas about my chastity fetish. Then, it'll also serve as a content management system. I read so many things on the net that I find it very difficult to organise them. Hopefully, it'll help to collect everything at one place.

Without revealing too much of me, I can tell that I'm a young man interested in chastity and feminization. I only practice crossdressing at home, for the outside world I am a completely normal guy. But when I'm at home, I love to change to be a beautiful sissy girl. This blog will follow me during this adventure.

So, after so many failures I've decided again to try long-term chastity. I enjoy being locked up so much that I want it as a lifestyle. The chastity tube feels so comfortable that I don't want to take it off.

A side effect of chastity (that I found out too late :)) is that you develop feminine feelings. You lock yourself up, and after a day or two you feel femme inside. But this is no wonder after all. If you lock up your penis, you take away your manhood, so what else would you become than a sensitive, vulnerable young lady?

The road to be a chastened sissy:
  1. A long time ago I found the picture of a CB-3000 chastity tube. The idea of being locked up in that thing aroused me immediately. I just couldn't help thinking of this device all the time, so I collected my courage and ordered one.
  2. The tube felt so good around my penis. The idea of stopping all erection attempts just turned me on even more.
  3. However, after a few days of wearing the tube I started to have feminine feelings. I wanted to wear female clothes at home, so I bought some panties and pantyhose. Their touch on my skin felt sooo good. They turned me on more, but the chastity tube blocked everything, which aroused me even more.
  4. I got trapped in the loop but I enjoy it. Today, without a chastity tube and female clothes I feel naked.
Summary: if you start wearing a chastity tube, be prepared that sooner or later you want to be a submissive sissy.

To tell the truth, I cannot wear the chastity tube 24/7. I've tried it several times, and my personal record is 10 days, but it was very difficult. The main problem is during the day: I just couldn't concentrate on my work. After lots of experiments, for me the following works best: during the day I am free and I only lock up myself for the night. In the morning I take off the device. I'm afraid I'm too weak for a really permanent chastity and it'll stay just a fantasy for me.

Anyway, a few days ago I decided to wear the tube every day (that is, every night). I want to continue like this for a few weeks just to get accustomed to the tube. Let's call this method semi-permanent chastity. For me it's very important to wear it every day. I'm curious how long I can go. Maybe later I can switch to 24/7 lockup, but it remains to be seen. I will try to stay locked during the weekends too. Just for the record: this is my day 4 in partial chastity. This time I really don't want to chicken out. If I miss even one day, I will have to restart the counting.

That's all for today. I will continue tomorrow. Until then here are two beautiful pictures of a chastened sissy:

Source of the photos:

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Let's get started

This is my very first post here. In this blog I want to collect my kinky ideas about some of my fetishes namely feminization, chastity lifestyle, and (self) bondage. I will write a detailed introduction later.