I have some bad news. Yesterday I got so frustrated that I had to take off the chastity device. It had already happened to me a dozen times. The great enthusiasm lasted for 10 days this time. After freeing myself, I felt completely stupid: "Why did I do that? Why did I want to be a sissy? I'm a man after all, damn it!" I put all my female clothes in a bag and hid them in a corner. Now I'm glad to be a man again, but how long will it last? In a few weeks I'll have a strong urge to lock myself up again and to dress as a sissy. What's wrong with me?
I won't delete this blog because I'd regret that later. I'll keep posting things that I find interesting. When I'm back in chastity, I'll let you know :)